Today is the 9th November 2009 . Driving was better today, but not because you weren't around .

Over-slept and went late for class today, and i remembered how you managed to pull me outta sleep everyday last week for me to get to school on time . I went on board the bus that i haven't been taking all this while because you were driving me around every single day . I sat down and can't help but feel the absence of you . Of course, shed a bit of tears .

I was late for class for almost 45 minutes, but i couldn't care much . Went in, sat down, took out my notes and started staring on the screen with nothing on my mind . Well, not nothing actually, at least i was thinking about you .

Tutorial ended, and lecture continued the day . I knew i wasn't listening, just copying blankly and keeping my notes earlier than the rest . Lecture ended and i went straight home . No lunch with the cliques, no shopping with them either . I admit, i was in no mood for almost anything .

Back home, i put my things down, logged in your Facebook and updated your games, coz i know you haven't the time to keep it updated . I kept those notifications untouched because i want you to see them yourself, and know about what happen . I'm only in charge of your games now . Everything done, i realized you text me about your new cellphone number, so i turn my cellphone sound on so when you call, i'll know .

Took a nap and went for driving lessons . On board the train, you called, i was so happy . Happy to hear your voice, though it's much expensive to do so . We chatted for a while, and you had your evening jogging as you told me .

Lesson ended, and i recalled how you would buy food and drinks for me, and wait for me to finish my driving lessons while you stayed in your car with those goodies .

2 days felt like 4, i wonder how am i suppose to survive another 94 days . It's like another half a year to meet you .

How's first day at work ? Did you slept well last night ? Was breakfast there nice ? Is your commander demanding ? Room mate a nice chap ? Did you have headache ? Brought your panadols with you ? How's your swelling face doing ? Is the new bought boots comfortable ? Left knee pain acted up again ? Did you miss me . . . ?

I'm missing you like you've been there for 10 years .

I must earn more, so that i could have the cash to pay for phone lines and talk to you . I must .

I slept with your blanket and your tee shirt last night, even so, it's hard to fall asleep . And i will do so every night .